Saturday, April 9, 2011
woot ! being me is just so hard.i know i am in no position to complain as i am very lucky to be healthy for the past 18 years and all.. but everyone have a point of time which met alot of dilemma.i am happy that one of my biggest problem have neutral back to what i wanted.i feel that normally for what i do i tense to put in alot of thoughts and feeling,and i will endure must more then before to let the one gets what she really deserve.all the remarks get is link to "useless".it may seems that i doesnt get bother by conversation when i am present in as i always doesnt show a clear face expression.but inside me every word really counts.
i doesnt haven much of a talent all those kind of thing.but if want to ask me what do i think my strong point i guess it would be i have super high endurance of emtion and i tense to be very caring and concern alot of the other party feeling and future?
it doesnt matter also.
really have alot in my heart.no point of talking about those things to a small portion of people,cox what i get is also a point of view which within my mind it already been a probability.its not that i didnt think of what other people's advise but i am stranded between the choiceeverytime i went to bugis,first thing come to my mine will be guan yin ma.i would visit there every time i went to bugis.Only she know what really happen and i trust her decision which we call "faith"to forward me to the next step.
all the possible way to enter my blog is being cancel from what i can do...remove from all the other social network i can think off.the only feel ways is to click on some lucky friend of mine blog and link back here,google it on the internet or having the luck to just blog walk and enter my blog or theres really people actually remember what my blog was and coming to read it.i just nid somewhere to write my feelings,i don really wan alot people to know about this too.just nid a space to relax atleast i know some1 is listeningmy cbox is getting alot of traffic spam..but feel free to really leave some msg down there and give me advise?i will dig out older message or u can really spam it i dun mind,just be you are not advertising,insulting or stuff like this...i just wanna go more low profile about this stuff.LASTLY~hope my cough will stops!Labels: STRANDED
